I wasn’t aware that the shape of my heart would change. For over 15 years, I kept wanting to go to the Amazon to be with my colleague’s teacher, don Antonio. He was one of the last jungle shamans, and I wanted to meet him and share space with him. It just kept eluding me. When I turned 50, I became confident enough to just state clearly that it was time for me to go to the jungle. Don Antonio was slated to be with us on that trip, and although I didn’t have anyone else signed up, I put my money down and committed. What would become an incredible…